sorry baby

我知道我的宝贝一直都希望我写blog,
可是我很懒…
好啦,今天就写啦…
今天去到学校,我发现我和婷真的没什么话说了,
自从那天,她说会出卖我,我很伤心,很失望,
我知道她这样说没有错,可是也是会伤心的,
谁叫她一直是我最好的朋友,
那件事后,我发现原来我不能只对阿婷一个好,
全部我都应该对她们好,
婷变了,自从拍拖了就变了,
本来她们说我都不认为,现在真的了…
我少了一个那么好的朋友…
原来,我不能那么相信人…
可是随便啦,我对人好就可以了,
她们要害我就算咯..
我会一直把她们当好朋友…

比每次都叫我写blog,
可是他知道我很累的吗?
他每次都是酱,
跟我说没关系没关系,
其实心里很想我写…
他是不是男人哦?
要就要,不要就不要,
说了没关系还一直怨我没有写,
他知道这样弄到我很辛苦吗?
我都说了得空就写,
每天都跟我说很失望我没有写,
我对你更失望啊,
不了解我,每次都怨我,
我很累的啊….
我今年考试啊,
你以为我像你们有时间玩玩,
你们读kolej的要怎样就怎样
可是我不是啊,我进不到大学,我就要重新来过,
我不能浪费时间,
你到底了解我吗?
我读书真的很累…很累…
可是还是要读下去…

我….
不是那种喜欢谈情说爱的人
和我一起,要给我有自己的空间,
我不是24小时和你sms或者谈电话那种人,
我可以说情人在我的心中不是第一的,
我和你不同,
我不可能把爱情看得那么重.
我生存的目的不是谈恋爱,
我要读书,成功…
可是你做了我的爱人,
我就一定对你很好…
对不起,
我爱你..
我希望你明白我

to mr.leong

Today wake up at 7am..haiz…bi call me at 6.40 dy but I still sleeping…haha
Very sleepy..then wake up..then done at 7.15am..teng come fetch me…
I dunoe why last time I need wake up so early lo..stupid..actually 15 min can done..
Then I go eat breakfast with teng then go scool….haiz..today quite bz coz 2 days I didn’t go to school dy..fan la…all ppl ask me dis ask me tat..haiz..then ask me go find teacher..haiz..y I wan be the monitor…fan..then 11am..bi call me…
I answer..haha..my teacher is in front of me…but she dun k de..i hepi la when he call me but I cant talk too long then I close his phone..haha..
Today after school go eat pan mee with zuki n jiahui..then go latihan sukan..i terpilih leh..haiz…my rumah must kalah de lo…coz I cant run de…
Yesterday, I quarrel with with bi..coz him..haiz..first time he didn’t want to talk with me…my fault…haiz…I very scare bi dun wan choi me lo..stupid la even…
I know I hurt him….sorry bi…I felt very sorry to him..he treat me very gud..
When I go raub, he take k me…even I dun like his life like dis…actually I like stay at home…coz very comfortable…n I like meet with my genting frens…Saturday nite,v go out with his school frens…it was the most happiest day when I go raub..i dun like go out with samseng..haiz..but his brothers very nice de…
Tats all la…haha..bye bye

even...n mr.leong kar weng

i at raub now...writing my blog at my dear house...

mr.leong kar weng is my boy now...

i never imagine that i will couple with him....

haha...but i love him now..

he treat me very gud...

he is the one who will always think about his gf...

miss his gf..

treat his gf gud..

luckly i go genting...if not i wun know him...

he is the reason y i wan continue my job at genting

he is the reason y i go work everyday

i love him...

i dun k wat others ppl say about me...

as long as i love him...

he is 17..n i m 19...

but i dun think so this will b the problem between us...

i believe him....n i love him