quarrel with winds

today i quarrel with him....
is bcoz mr.leong...haiz....
.he scold me in the car..
.dis is his first time...
i dunnoe wat i wan to say but he keep ask me to say something...
.i know if i keep quiet he will more angry..
.but i dunoe wat i wan say....
i feel tat he does not love me anymore...
but he say he love me..
.is it call love? y i cant feel it?
i very scared him n i dunoe him...
he is not the one i know b4...
y he bcum like this? what can i do?
i know is my fAULT...but....
y he bcum like dis?
he is the one i love
n also the one who hurt me so...
today i really very hurt....y u dun understand me?
or v still not understand each other?
how down m i...do u know?
i realy love u...
but he dun wan believe me....
how v can continue if no believe between us?
i dunoe...i really dunoe....
can u love me?
i really love u....
but u dunoe

blogging

A very long time i didnt write my blog....i m very lazy n lazy....
i had finished my final exam..ya..i get no 1 in my class...i wish this will continue untill upper6...but my cgpa only 2.75 only...haiz..siez...need study hard in my PA
i work at casino now...i think i choose a wrong decision coz i was very hate there....
the ppl inside casino all very kejam....i work in stress everyday....i feel very scare everyday...the stupid old lady"who haven marry yet" but i think she wun get marry coz she was a BAD OLD aunty....no taste ....bad woman....i hate her..i hope i wun saw her again..old lady

a new life for me..

a very very long time i didnt write my blog...
i break with ice already....break after one month...haiz...
i was sad at first..now i hear he couple le...ok lor...as long as he hepi..i dun k anymore...
i m active in koperasi...but i hv a lot of work even i m just a small ajk..i wonder y...if i m pengerusi..i will do la...
i m finish my exam on july..quite ok..no fail..n quite good la...
i love economic much...haha
holiday i will go genting again..hope i wun c him anymore...
tata all la...bye bye

oh...i miss him

i miss him...
but what can i do oo...
i need studying ...cant work de...
i cant put the love so important de...

better i dun think him st la...

scared he will hurt me...

now i work at wedding flower..

i learn many things..bride make up...dressing...n many many...

haha...

quite a meaningful for my life now...

i love" ice"-cream

i love my "ice"-cream..
he is mine and dun touch it...
he is belong to me..
i love u

boring...

today interview librarian..quite ok la..haha..

he ask wat i answer wat...i tell all the true de..he ask me wan wat post? i say pengerusi la..haha

then the shop also qing me le..hhaha..gud..

but today sumthing make me very angry is the malay boy sengaja come near me..wat a fuck..

i hate it...

then go eat kfc with teng then sleep till 7pm..very tired today...

yesterday i cry...

bcoz of him..

but now nothing le..

coz i will forget him le..

wun love him again..

today get wet

yesterday , nam, bin, soo n me go ipoh clubbing..v go voodoo..
v already order but v saw no ppl there then v cancel order and go..haha...
v just go cafe and eat...wats a clubbing nite..haha
today study study in the school..but i feel very sleepy...coz yesterday 3am only sleep...
but i learn a lot today...
after school, simon come wan come my house..
i lazy to cycle then i go find him by motor..haha..first time ride motor myself...
i go find him and he also laugh at me coz very funny la...
then he come my house and v sit till 3pm then v go tuition...
6.30pm only finish tuition and it was raining....
i dun care anymore and just back home...

he...
yesterday, he ask me dun call him dear anymore...
i dun know y...y v will bcome like this...
at first i was very hepi and touch bcoz he wait me go home...
but after that he sms me like dis..
DAMN SHIT!!!!!!!!!
i very angry and sad....
u....
if u dun wan me....
then dun treat me so gud...
i will misunderstand....
i hate u...TYK

Luxury lunch

today go eat breakfast with yun nam n mr.bean...

then v go bean 's house...

v cook spagetti..hehe...

v do many things...taking photo...hehe..

watch dvd..listening music...

and tonite planning going clubbing...

lazy write blog le..bye bye

tOday BoRing Day..

yesterday mR.Bean sms me, he say he came back kampar from pj..
long time didnt see him le...
if free ..go out yam cha lor...
but today i working la...
very boring aa today...

yesterday i ask him the question that i never have the answer..
he give me the same answer..
haiz..i know de la...
i dunnoe what he wan...
but i really dun like our relationship like dis...
how come be like this...
crying bcoz he never care about me also...
he just enjoy his life..haiz...
if u dun wan , y u find me?
haiz..thats y i say i dun wan couple...
couple make trouble..
but y u let me fall in love...

HePI Wesak Day

today wake up at 9am..then eat breakfast at home...

cousin quite noisy in the house..lazy to study..i watch 吓到笑again..

nothing can watch ma...then go eat vegetarian...

i saw pn.tan, miss chan...

then teng came my house and show me her new clothes...

nam also came my house...she want rebonding..ask me out...no thanks..it was very hot at outside and i lazy..

grandparents go kl at 6pm..now i m very boring aa...

with my sis at home...doing nothing...

ku guo jiu hao

梁文音-哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什么并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这么做是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱
为了牵手
不是为了争吵
为了掉头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这么做是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱
为了牵手
不是为了争吵
为了掉头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限
所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

today ponteng

Today is the last day go to school for this week…hehe..coz tomorrow holiday…
Today quite bz coz I help teacher to write the maklumat diri pelajar…then my classmate say dun wan go to lecture room listen MUET..then ok lor..v go to the class and chatting there..
The economic teacher came to class and find her tuition student then I also go ask her about economic….then I decide to take tuition for my economic..my first tuition..haha..long time I didn’t tuition le since when I form 1..
After that, Mr.lim pass by and ask us why didn’t go to lecture room..then we say lazy..but he ask us go…when v reach the lecture room and v saw the MUET teacher is waiting us but when we wan to enter and she go in first and close the door…then v very scare to enter n just stand at outside..then I decide go to sit at canteen..
Then, Miss Cheam came to find us and say the muet teacher very angry and wan us say sorry to her…haiz….y like dis de? Then v go to the hall and find her to say sorry and promise no next time…haiz…
At 2pm, I go do facial at Herballine, 5.30pm only back…
Dear, maybe I will not always go to kl find u le…maybe just once a month…haiz..
That’s all for today and start tomorrow I will be alone again coz grand mum go kl le…leave me alone with sis

My First Blog

This is my first blog in blogspot..my world..my place...and my dear to share problem with me…

My wretch blog…I think I dun wan use anymore already….bcoz I m writing for someone but now I already have my new life and here is my new place…

I work at genting after my SPM examination…and I meet many new frens…they are nice and treat me very good….I’m very happy with them

Now I have stop my work already bcoz I have to start my form6 life…
Actually want enter kolej or utar but I think I enter form6 first la coz my family also dun hv much money to send me enter kolej….it spent a lot..
I study in seri Kampar…I take akaun, ekonomi, pengajian am and pengajian perniagaan..
All quite ok but the economi very boring la…

About my love…haiz…trouble de la…I dun wan think this first right now..
Plus I also haven meet a boy that I wan….so dun think this first..

100 hate you, must have one of them love you..
100 love you, must have one of them hate you..

Life is like that, so we enjoy first..thats all just in the game