quarrel with winds

today i quarrel with him....
is bcoz mr.leong...haiz....
.he scold me in the car..
.dis is his first time...
i dunnoe wat i wan to say but he keep ask me to say something...
.i know if i keep quiet he will more angry..
.but i dunoe wat i wan say....
i feel tat he does not love me anymore...
but he say he love me..
.is it call love? y i cant feel it?
i very scared him n i dunoe him...
he is not the one i know b4...
y he bcum like this? what can i do?
i know is my fAULT...but....
y he bcum like dis?
he is the one i love
n also the one who hurt me so...
today i really very hurt....y u dun understand me?
or v still not understand each other?
how down m i...do u know?
i realy love u...
but he dun wan believe me....
how v can continue if no believe between us?
i dunoe...i really dunoe....
can u love me?
i really love u....
but u dunoe

blogging

A very long time i didnt write my blog....i m very lazy n lazy....
i had finished my final exam..ya..i get no 1 in my class...i wish this will continue untill upper6...but my cgpa only 2.75 only...haiz..siez...need study hard in my PA
i work at casino now...i think i choose a wrong decision coz i was very hate there....
the ppl inside casino all very kejam....i work in stress everyday....i feel very scare everyday...the stupid old lady"who haven marry yet" but i think she wun get marry coz she was a BAD OLD aunty....no taste ....bad woman....i hate her..i hope i wun saw her again..old lady